2 rivers from hell

SJspanky1

Jeez, when I run bad I run real bad. Take a look how I get rivered in these 2 hands within 30 seconds of each other in tonights session. Got outdrawn so much it was unreal. Some of the hands that call pre-flop raises at this level are unbelievable.........

With this one I put villain on ace four suited and figure I can afford a call of reraise with chance to stack him if I hit my flush...Should I have just shoved the turn though? Looking again shoving river is better but I hate myself if he turns over AK.

djbarney32	Small blind		£0.25	£0.25	£73.48
stickle	Big blind		£0.50	£0.75	£28.73
	Your hole cards	A Q
SJspanky1	Raise		£1.50	£2.25	£60.55
piker100	Call		£1.50	£3.75	£32.53
evilfsh1	Fold
ClungeFlik	Fold
djbarney32	Call		£1.25	£5.00	£72.23
stickle	Call		£1.00	£6.00	£27.73
Flop
		K 4 4
djbarney32	Check
stickle	Check
SJspanky1	Bet		£3.50	£9.50	£57.05
piker100	Call		£3.50	£13.00	£29.03
djbarney32	Raise		£11.75	£24.75	£60.48
stickle	Fold
SJspanky1	Call		£8.25	£33.00	£48.80
piker100	Fold
Turn
		5
djbarney32	Check
SJspanky1	Bet		£16.50	£49.50	£32.30
djbarney32	Call		£16.50	£66.00	£43.98
River
		K
djbarney32	Check
SJspanky1	Check
djbarney32	Show	4 Q
SJspanky1	Muck	A Q
djbarney32	Win	Full House, 4s and Kings	£64.20		£108.18

Here I make a fishy call with a gutshot which I land only to forfeit it on the river.....

stickle	Small blind		£0.25	£0.25	£27.48
SJspanky1	Big blind		£0.50	£0.75	£31.80
	Your hole cards	7 10
piker100	Call		£0.50	£1.25	£28.53
evilfsh1	Fold
ClungeFlik	Fold
djbarney32	Fold
stickle	Call		£0.25	£1.50	£27.23
SJspanky1	Check
Flop
		K J 9
stickle	Bet		£1.50	£3.00	£25.73
SJspanky1	Call		£1.50	£4.50	£30.30
piker100	Call		£1.50	£6.00	£27.03
Turn
		Q
stickle	Bet		£6.00	£12.00	£19.73
SJspanky1	Call		£6.00	£18.00	£24.30
piker100	Call		£6.00	£24.00	£21.03
River
		10
stickle	Check
SJspanky1	Check
piker100	Bet		£5.00	£29.00	£16.03
stickle	Fold
SJspanky1	Fold
piker100	Muck
piker100	Win		£22.80		£38.83
piker100	Return		£5.00	£1.20	£43.83

Mind you I probably get what I deserve for being such a fish in both instances but just one of those sessions where everything that could go wrong did. lost the minimum both times at least. I hate poker sometimes.