So. The quite excellent thread by Trebor got me to thinking- why haven't I done something about this? When I play well, I'm a decent player. Wouldn't say I'm excellent by any means, but I know what I'm doing, can read plays quite well and am very quick with mathematics. Problem is, when I lose I tilt, REALLY bad. Even though I think I'm controlling it, I'm not- my game gets over wild, I start trying to bluff the muppets that tilt me so bad and get more irate when I can't. Before I know it, that coupled with a total inability to do the logical thing and move down in level has seen my roll I've worked hard to build smashed down to around £50 again, and it's start over time.
No more.
This is something I could do myself, but when you do something yourself- it's a lot easier to lie to yourself, and be less vigilant. By sharing my aim with the community, I share my failure too- and I hate failing. Like, really hate it. I'm really motivated when I set myself a challenge, so here goes.
The plan-
£100 starting roll- play NL4 until doubled. The tedium of playing NL4 and the level of self control needed will, hopefully, go a long way to sorting out my discipline. It's also quite tough to go bust on NL4, but because I can't move down any further, I want a fairly substantial roll to start it off, hence 25 buyins instead of 20. I don't want to reload at any point here.
At £200, play NL10 till £400, then NL20 till £600, NL30 till £800, NL40 until goal. All going according to plan, I'll finish at NL50, which I will try and beat (I know I can beat 20+30 if I play my best)- if it proves too challenging, drop back down and enjoy myself, taking the odd shot.
I'm aiming to average 2 hours a day of solid cash, playing 4 tables. I'll play satellites to vegas/GUKPT/SPT events out of my own money rather than my roll, and allow myself £20 of roll to play Primo satellites on a sunday. All other tournaments will be eliminated, since I don't take them quite seriously enough and end up busting a fairly substantial portion of my bankroll.
My aim is to make 2 buyins per day average at whatever level I'm playing at. If at any point I lose 2 buyins in a single session, I will leave the tables for at least an hour- as I'm playing in the evenings mostly, that'll mean logging off for the night. On weekends, I may reconsider after cooling off for a while. Hopefully this will help eliminate some more tilt and attempts to chase losses.
I'll post the 3 most significant wins and losses from each session, mostly for myself to get a realistic idea of if I'm making my money through good play and betting, or through coolers, and the same for how I'm losing money. Any advice on hands particularly though would be gratefully received.
I know this isn't the first cash diary up here, so if you're totally uninterested in reading it- sorry! Move along! But I'm hoping this will be a good kickstart to fixing my problems on the tables. Got the GUKPT final to look forward to tonight, so I'll be on the tables shortly to get my challenge started! Go easy on me if you see me there

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Im hoping to deploy a similar strategy play small stakes DYM
Jonathan
Good luck. Just a couple of pieces of advice.
Firstly, don't set targets on how many buy ins to win per session. You can play your absolute A game and still end up losing. It is about doing the right thing and this will eventually get you to your goal.
I would suggest you need to include your mtt and sng play as without this you will not being giving a true reflection of whether you are winning / losing. This helped me enormously and really highlighted that I am not a very good mtt player, although I still believe I am, lol.
Key is keep the thread going once you start, look forward to reading your exploits.
I,ve found at NL4 its easier to tilt as your most likely to suffer bad beats than the higher levels as the standard isn,t as good and your more likely to get it in , in front , but if you can not let it get to you as it can be so frustaring at times with fish getting lucky time and again
the thing thats helped me most is BRM and as long as you stick within your limits you should be fine
i only make small amounts of money on here,(not enough to make a living from) but its consistent and does wonders for your confidence. The idea is not to get carried away and to stick within your BR at all times
i know a lot of the big stakes players have moved up through the levels to get where they are today, but I personally like dohhhs strategy. He,s found a level he,s comfortable at and sticks to that level and his results speak for themselves
GL and look forward to reading your progress on this thread
Paul
edit : Like trebor , I also don,t set myself targets - The only tarets i set myself is the amount of sessions and time I play for and to try and not go over that, which is harder than you think smetimes
Again, dont set targets per session. Sometimes its just not your day and if you start chasing to try and hit your daily/weekly targets you could end up in trouble.
I found when i first started that looking back at hand history or posting on the clinic really really helped out. Just ensure you are happy with the decisions you made throughout the session, that is the only target you should set yourself, the money will follow. After reading your posts over the last few months on here, you should kill it!! Good luck.
Ending Bankroll- £103.18
Session hands played- 524
Total hands played- 524
Cheers for the support all
Ended up busting in the GUKPT final, 3 major hands contributed- the first by far the worst;
PlayerActionCardsAmountPotBalance rosjim1 Small blind 15.00 15.00 3955.00 aussie09 Big blind 30.00 45.00 4015.00 Your hole cards Q K glencoelad Raise 90.00 135.00 3910.00 RUNITSRANN Fold DeucesLive Call 90.00 225.00 3910.00 HANSON Fold rosjim1 Fold aussie09 Fold Flop 9 5 3 glencoelad Bet 225.00 450.00 3685.00 DeucesLive Call 225.00 675.00 3685.00 Turn 8 glencoelad Bet 337.50 1012.50 3347.50 DeucesLive Raise 840.00 1852.50 2845.00 glencoelad Call 502.50 2355.00 2845.00 River 9 glencoelad Bet 960.00 3315.00 1885.00 DeucesLive Call 960.00 4275.00 1885.00 glencoelad Show 9 9 DeucesLive Muck Q K glencoelad Win Four 9s 4275.00 6160.00
Thankfully, read the danger signs (it was second hand!) and managed to get away relatively cheaply- tried to trap him on the flop, obviously no idea he was that strong- the bet was quite quick, so I figured it was just a c-bet and wanted another street. The call on the turn from the raise suggested a set, so the board pairup was about as ugly as it got- but no way I could fold in case he was on a busted draw or weaker flush. Don't think I could have got away from this any cheaper.
Was always uphill from there, ended up jamming with 910s, called by AQ and doubled through there- then got KK soon afterwards, and blew half my stack after flopping a set of kings, only for opponent to turn a flush. Thankfully didn't go broke at least. But went out with KQ against JJ final hand, hit the queen too- but J rivered. Such is poker ^^
On the cash tables, I played like a total plonker for the first hour or so, and was feeling my way into how NL4 plays- very peculiar. Was down a couple buyins, and already broke my rule about giving up after losing 2 buyins- but I felt I have to get to grips with the level first. Got the measure and thankfully ended up making a marginal profit- think I've got the right feel for it now. Hands to follow.
Hopefully you won't stay around too long at my level 10nl.
; )
KJ hand is standard as, had seen the villain do the same thing with 3rd pair so just unlucky they had aces, would do the same. The AK hand I think was spewy, was early in the session (see above re: fold equity+draws), so learnt from that. QQ was just a bit of a cooler, knew my hand was almost definitely good and by the time it wasn't, I think it was too far gone to be folding now. Obviously I was very concerned about the king but no way I can fold now- he can just as easily have any number of random hands I'm crushing.
Not quite the 2 buyin profit I was hoping for, but I'm confident I've got the measure of this now. (by the way, this is intended as an average profit- not something I HAVE to get every session. Some sessions I'll end up down, but hopefully I'll be getting 6/7/8 buyin days too- as long as it evens out to around 2 per session I'll be happy).
Time for bed. Fun times! ^^
You got a good game so looks pretty easy if you stick to it
You sound highly motivated, if you can maintain that discipline and stick rigidly to your BRM rules I'm confident success will be yours.
i got that £10 on the 20th april so it can be done
Ending Bankroll- £103.18
Session hands played- 0
Total hands played- 0
WOW....BLOGS FTW!
I was nearly filling up then, lol.
Actually seeing your balance rise through hard work and knowing your not just 'spinning up' with a few BIs for each level is really rewarding. Celebrate with a drink when you make your milestones!
You could leave them there again and see if she,s still around and comes back for them
P
The stats tell their own story. A very sad one. Two of the micies have passed on to eat from the cheese in the sky.
Despite our best efforts, one died during the night (there was one looking a little lifeless during the day, though he perked up a bit- was probably him) and then another one in the middle of the day. Must admit I'm a little gutted by it. But, of the three remaining, at least two seem quite lively and, maybe, have a hope of survival. After reading a lot online I'm not optimistic- seems their chances of survival without their mother are very slim. But, I'll give it my best shot. Right now, if I can even keep one alive- that'll be a success in my book.
Needless to say, between this, work, a comedy night (which was really, really excellent- check out Inder Manocha if you can, fantastic comic) and an impromptu gig (playing old Deep Purple numbers I've never heard before- yay me) I didn't have a great deal of time for poker. I managed to fit an hour or two in 3 tabling, and turned a profit- but I wish I hadn't, because I played like a complete tool. I turned a profit, which is a relief, but I didn't deserve too and sucked out way more than I usually do (in cash at this limit I very, very rarely get my money in behind, and when I do- they're generally epic coolers. This was just horrible, fishlike play which got rewarded by hitting. Embarrassed.com.)
Any profit is a good profit though, and hopefully over the next 3 days I'll have more time to really put some hours in. Not really any standout hands this time round (biggest hand won or lost was £2.22 to me) so not posting up hands this time round. Probably make up for it now when I have some real amount of time dished out.
I really hope I can keep these mice alive another day at least. I would have uploaded pics but they're too large and I dunno how to resize them cos I'm thick.
Good thread m8. Think you should have a mouse naming Comp. thread .
Or PM me if you like and i'll resize them.