You forgot bakircioglu! also man marking the keeper with one up top worked a treat, dread to think how many hours of my life i spent on that game when i was a kid probably set me up with the skills i needed to grind out huge sessions on poker.
inspired by yourself i started a save was the cm a year after this, same team. Im about 4 games from sack if my judgement is right, second season syndrome
Mini upswing the last few days after the worst downswing ever midweek. i called the doctor, but she's on annual leave, so I shall hear back from her on Tuesday.
Beer
Still 'off it'. Will be 6 calander months on Thursday
Vegetables.
Still 'on it'. Will be 3 calander weeks on Monday
Did kill me a little yesterday having to order a foot long vegetable deluxe in Subway.
Such painnnnn
Champ Man
Having abit of a disaster in the year 2009.
I have so many heroes of the game in my squad, but not much depth, and no money.
I can't seem to get any sort of league consistency going? scored >100 goals in a season twice and still haven't finished above 3rd.
Feels like I haven't found my old formation that I used to use alot yet.
This didn't help, last thing you need when you have 3 centre halfs
So yah, it's going terrible. So bad in fact, this morning I even decided to play....
Poker
Game played = Partypoker 10nl.
Hands played = 250
Minutes played = 25
$ won = +10
Disconnections during that period = 4
gg
Other stuff/life.
Went to watch 'The Martian' yesterday.
Not a big film watcher but a mate of mine is the definition of a life nit and turned my modest pile of tesco clubcard points into a decent pile of cineworld tickets!
It was very very very veryyyyyyyy good
Very close to going to Glandford Park and then Hillsborough today to watch 1 of 2 big local derbys.
Unforutantely train tickets, football tickets, and cheese salad sandwiches are probably the 3 most over-priced things in the world.
So decided on an afternoon in giving my money to various bookmakers instead.
Meh that's pretty grim having to fold there, but yeah without notes on how oppo plays a fold is probably a great decision.
I don't know if other sites play differently, but there aren't a huge number of players that can/do triple barrel bluff at those levels so yeah, be surprised if he didn't flick over a FH of some variety, perhaps AQ. Think he'd probably size river smaller if he's betting a worse ace than you.
Although saying that, 4-tabling with Sky's timebanks I probably pay him off and FML.
Did I see that you had a copy of one of the old Champ Man games (before they went cack) running? Are you able to point in the direction of where you got that from... would be a fun thing to revisit, so long as it isn't as addictive as it was when I was a teenager and wasted far too much 'go out and drink' time to dragging the likes of Barnet to CL glory.
Seriously well done on the six month thing! Can't say I'm as impressed about the vegetable nonsense though... You need bacon, even if it is worse than eating cigarettes. And steak 'n' ale pie. And sausages. And burgers. Posted by NoseyBonk
Meh that's pretty grim having to fold there, but yeah without notes on how oppo plays a fold is probably a great decision. I don't know if other sites play differently, but there aren't a huge number of players that can/do triple barrel bluff at those levels so yeah, be surprised if he didn't flick over a FH of some variety, perhaps AQ. Think he'd probably size river smaller if he's betting a worse ace than you. Although saying that, 4-tabling with Sky's timebanks I probably pay him off and FML. Did I see that you had a copy of one of the old Champ Man games (before they went cack) running? Are you able to point in the direction of where you got that from... would be a fun thing to revisit, so long as it isn't as addictive as it was when I was a teenager and wasted far too much 'go out and drink' time to dragging the likes of Barnet to CL glory. Posted by shakinaces
Hi mate, yeh I picked it up off ebay for a few quid.
It is a copied disk with 3/4 update patches (and instructions) built in.
All works fine for me, I've just used the first update 'patch' on insitllation so the game is exacty the same as it was 'back in the day'.
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re the hand, yah, it comes down to how much he values his worse Aces I think.
Some 'fish' will see 3 aces with A2 and think he's got the nuts.
Reg will be more aware of his relative hand strength though.
And like you, I think he bets his weaker Aces smaller as he's looking for value from a narrower (weaker) range than for example if he has AQ, or 77 when he beats all the aces.
The players are alot different on this site, (much better, at equivalent stakes). So we need to make some tough calls sometimes and alot of easy folds on here are routine snap calls on there.
But with this sizing I think it's still 1 we can fold.
I didn't, fwiw.
He had 777.
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Today been pretty cra ppy.
Rung the doctors again and was told to expect a call back.
And for the 2nd day in a row, it didn't happen.
Solid 3 hour mid afternoon nap to make the most of the day instead.
Means i'll have to wait in tomorrow again too just incase the call comes. sighz.
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Pre-mature wd there Bonk, it isn't until tomorrow.
I've been tempted today as I've been rock bottom tiredness wise, it's mad that I can make it go away, if only temporarily, by getting sozzled.
In an ironic twist though, I'm just too tired and cba to drink. haha.
In Response to Re: "Sit & DOHHHHHHH Diary" : ---- Pre-mature wd there Bonk, it isn't until tomorrow. I've been tempted today as I've been rock bottom tiredness wise, it's mad that I can make it go away, if only temporarily, by getting sozzled. In an ironic twist though, I'm just too tired and cba to drink. haha. 5.5 more hourssss! Holddddddddddddddddddddddd Posted by DOHHHHHHH
I planned to play again this evening, but I felt really really weak as well as tired around 7pm.
So ordered a big messy veggie chinese, which has knocked me into a food coma.
So gg grind.
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Having pretty much wasted the week waiting in for the doctors call, I'm looking forward to finally getting out to the New York stadium on Saturday for Rotherscum v Ipswich.
Now 'The Nightmare in the Middle East' is over, I may get up tomorrow and go for a big volume goal too.
Both times on a "we don't know so let's suggest this"
Insist they do whatever tests it takes to find the problem. And get them to list everything they have tested and found negative so you know for sure what it isn't.
Got into abit of bother these last couple of days facing donk bets/barrells in pots which have been inflated pre flop.
Villain is new to me, but is 68/28 over 26 hands and I'm almost certain he is a fishhhyyyyyyy.
He's 3b 4 times out of 10 oppertunities.
140xbb effective to start the hand.
copabesta1 posts small blind [$0.05 USD].
peykomanyo posts big blind [$0.10 USD].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to PeteGibbons99 [ Qd Qc ]
albertos1971 calls [$0.10 USD]
PeteGibbons99 raises [$0.40 USD]
justplayff folds
copabesta1 raises [$0.65 USD]
peykomanyo folds
albertos1971 calls [$0.60 USD]
PeteGibbons99 raises [$2.20 USD] (This is $2.60 total)
copabesta1 calls [$1.90 USD]
albertos1971 calls [$1.90 USD]
** Dealing Flop ** [ Jc, 9h, Jd ]
copabesta1 bets [$6.90 USD]
albertos1971 folds
PeteGibbons99 ????
What we doing? $6.90 is the bet into $7.90.
We have $11.42 behind.
?????
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Anyone have any location tilt inducers?
By that I mean, when you check someones location, and it instantly induces negative emotion.
I don't care what negative impacts it would have on the poker economy bla bla bla, if I could ban online poker in the Ukraine right now I would SchhhhhhNAP do it !
http://imgur.com/EQAwLls #grinding Going nowhere fast, well nowhere at all really. It's ok though, quite enjoying the odd hour session here and there. So much so, I did it 3 times today! I'll get the doctors out the way on Wednesday, see "wuts up" then make some proper poker plans again. If I'm gonna be on ant eye depressants I gather there are some unpleasant side effects so may have to take a break. ---- Reached 30,000 10nl hands on bwin today, maintaining the 9.76xbb/100 winrate. I am very pleased with it It feels really really good to win at something even as 'easy' as 10nl. I've never proved I can do it before Maybe I still haven't. As P would say I need at least 300 million hands before I get an idea about anything. http://imgur.com/0yz88CY ---- Until next timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee America. Posted by DOHHHHHHH
If there are bad side effects see your doc straight away and try an alternative - there are many different kinds and some types just dont agree with some people.
Also be sure you have a diagnosis that they are needed in the first place - ahouldnt just be a case of a try these in case it is depression cos we cant find anything else causing it.
You're doing well, and to be honest how you feel in the games is more important than the 9bb winrate over 30,000 hands. As you can see from the grarf, even a pretty significant winner can be ANYWHERE after 30,000 hands. I don't understand how people don't get that. Maybe they do, but they want to believe otherwise hehe so if you think you're one of the better regs, that's much more important than how you're doing after 30k
A standard 4 hour nap means I've just got round to seeing the question, apologies for the delay.
Doctors was Wednesday morning, I bombarded him with tonnes of questions and pointed out many things, mental and physical which I thought may be contributing to or even causing the problem.
Just things that weren't really big issues on the face of it, but which could be, if you know what I mean. For example I have a small lump under the skin on my neck, which feels like nothing, and is invisible, but you never know.
Everything I pointed out was given the all clear, which is good, because they aren't on my mind anymore, but bad, because I had hoped 1 might lead to a diagnosis.
Nevermind, "on to the next one"......
In the end the inevitable happened, and I was prescribed some ant eye depressants. Or "low mood" pills. Is there a difference? My mood, generally, is very upbeat.
But he seems to think they will help. And aside from Geldy, he's the only expert I talk to
Back in a month to assess how they're going.
The list of potential (common) side effects is pretty frightening.
At the moment I've got away with a pretty bad head cold.
Given the possible outcomes, and if it doesn't get any worse, I probably would've taken it.
Overall, I'm pretty optimistic with how it went.
Everyone keeps telling me that diagnosis is a trial and error thing sometimes. Talking to the professionals lately, it seems alot of stuff has been ruled out.
So we are quite deep into the "trial and error" process.
Which means, we must be close to getting there, as there isn't much left! right!?
That's what I tell myself anyway.
And who knows, these pills might be the magic pills I've been looking for
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It would be great to feel a little better over the next month or so going into the christmas period, a time which tbh has been quite miserable for me and therefore others around me for as long as I can remember.
Either way I'm still in such an amazing spot this year compared to last, so I should be greatful for that.
Thanks again to everyone who's posted here over the last 6 months pushing and encouraging me to persue medical help. I probably still wouldn't have made that initial phone call otherwise.
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I was following the events in Paris last night.
Puts all my problems, past and present into perspective.
Continues to give me motivation to improve and make the most of the oppertunities I have, which were so cruelly snatched away from so many people last night.
It makes me feel abit sick about the time I've wasted, but re-enforces the importance of doing the best I can with the time I have left.
My thoughts continue to be with all those effected by the atrocities in Paris and indeed other parts of the World yesterday.
well done JJ sounds like your doc is now truly focussed, and you've made sure they know everything that could've been relevant glgl Posted by GELDY
Thanks Geldmeister
Was only messing with the expert reference, I will keep saying it because it's very true, I do massively appreciate your and everyone elses advice and input.
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So, first week done on the meds.
Still haven't had any terrible side effects, still got a sniffle and the sleeping pattern has been knocked sideways (touch of insomnia maybe) but on the whole, not bad !
I think I'd prefer a little unpleasant-ness to none at all, as at least it shows the pills are having some sort of effect.
The last lot made so d all difference.
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Played 5 short (1 hour-ish) sessions of no limit 4 cash poker over the last few days.
Didn't want to play any higher with health variance, just passing time really.
Instead of just playing my normal game, I've been using the time to experiment with a few things, isolating wider and larger, raising bets post flop exploitably for value, value betting bigger etc etc.
Results aside, I feel it has been a worthwhile exercise
Feels like I'm just playing a waiting game at the mo, to see what happens when these meds rly kick in in a fortnight or so.
I feel very optimistic for the first time in ever.
Didn't see optimism on the lengthy list of potential side effects so it must be genuine.
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Whilst typing this up, I've been getting some stick for a fold I made tonight.
Can anyone help defend me here???
hellogoodbye92 posts small blind [$0.02 USD].
PeteGibbons99 posts big blind [$0.04 USD].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to PeteGibbons99 [ Ad Td ]
spy1985 folds
Et_Arrows raises [$0.12 USD]
lene6700 calls [$0.12 USD]
szilva35 folds
hellogoodbye92 folds
PeteGibbons99 calls [$0.08 USD]
** Dealing Flop ** [ 2c, 2d, Ac ]
PeteGibbons99 checks
Et_Arrows bets [$0.27 USD]
lene6700 calls [$0.27 USD]
PeteGibbons99 folds
The aggressive villain is 29/20 over 120 hands.
The passive guy in the hand (aside from me) is a very big fish, 74/0 over 35 hands.
I don't expect the guy cbetting to be bluffing very often, and I don't expect him to even have any worse aces than me, and wont be value betting his TT/JJ/QQ/KK 3 ways either.
So i folded.
Is it as terrible as I'm being told?
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Day out in Chefs Field tomorrow, then maybe move back to 10nl for some more pokerz
In Response to Re: "Sit & DOHHHHHHH Diary" : Thanks Geldmeister Was only messing with the expert reference, I will keep saying it because it's very true, I do massively appreciate your and everyone elses advice and input. ---- So, first week done on the meds. Still haven't had any terrible side effects, still got a sniffle and the sleeping pattern has been knocked sideways (touch of insomnia maybe) but on the whole, not bad ! I think I'd prefer a little unpleasant-ness to none at all, as at least it shows the pills are having some sort of effect. The last lot made so d all difference. --- Played 5 short (1 hour-ish) sessions of no limit 4 cash poker over the last few days. Didn't want to play any higher with health variance, just passing time really. Instead of just playing my normal game, I've been using the time to experiment with a few things, isolating wider and larger, raising bets post flop exploitably for value, value betting bigger etc etc. Results aside, I feel it has been a worthwhile exercise http://imgur.com/cHJNHhL ------ Feels like I'm just playing a waiting game at the mo, to see what happens when these meds rly kick in in a fortnight or so. I feel very optimistic for the first time in ever. Didn't see optimism on the lengthy list of potential side effects so it must be genuine. ------ Whilst typing this up, I've been getting some stick for a fold I made tonight. Can anyone help defend me here??? hellogoodbye92 posts small blind [$0.02 USD]. PeteGibbons99 posts big blind [$0.04 USD]. ** Dealing down cards ** Dealt to PeteGibbons99 [ Ad Td ] spy1985 folds Et_Arrows raises [$0.12 USD] lene6700 calls [$0.12 USD] szilva35 folds hellogoodbye92 folds PeteGibbons99 calls [$0.08 USD] ** Dealing Flop ** [ 2c, 2d, Ac ] PeteGibbons99 checks Et_Arrows bets [$0.27 USD] lene6700 calls [$0.27 USD] PeteGibbons99 folds The aggressive villain is 29/20 over 120 hands. The passive guy in the hand (aside from me) is a very big fish, 74/0 over 35 hands. I don't expect the guy cbetting to be bluffing very often, and I don't expect him to even have any worse aces than me, and wont be value betting his TT/JJ/QQ/KK 3 ways either. So i folded. Is it as terrible as I'm being told? ----- Day out in Chefs Field tomorrow, then maybe move back to 10nl for some more pokerz Posted by DOHHHHHHH
That's some real life variance, from constantly sleeping, to being an insomniac.
At least you know the medication is having some effect.
Fingers crossed you've at last cracked the problem.
Comments
"What? he's smoking!....." a player replied, pointing at 1 of his team-mates.
"Yes, but he's taken his shrit off. If you want to smoke, take your shirts off. That's fine"
Very bizarre? lol.
Meh that's pretty grim having to fold there, but yeah without notes on how oppo plays a fold is probably a great decision.
I don't know if other sites play differently, but there aren't a huge number of players that can/do triple barrel bluff at those levels so yeah, be surprised if he didn't flick over a FH of some variety, perhaps AQ. Think he'd probably size river smaller if he's betting a worse ace than you.
Although saying that, 4-tabling with Sky's timebanks I probably pay him off and FML.
Did I see that you had a copy of one of the old Champ Man games (before they went cack) running? Are you able to point in the direction of where you got that from... would be a fun thing to revisit, so long as it isn't as addictive as it was when I was a teenager and wasted far too much 'go out and drink' time to dragging the likes of Barnet to CL glory.
I may be way off, but it's a nice feeling none the less.
Me "stop right there. gg."
I'll get the doctors out the way on Wednesday, see "wuts up" then make some proper poker plans again.
http://imgur.com/a/0VNjQ
You're doing well, and to be honest how you feel in the games is more important than the 9bb winrate over 30,000 hands. As you can see from the grarf, even a pretty significant winner can be ANYWHERE after 30,000 hands. I don't understand how people don't get that. Maybe they do, but they want to believe otherwise hehe so if you think you're one of the better regs, that's much more important than how you're doing after 30k
At least you know the medication is having some effect.
Fingers crossed you've at last cracked the problem.